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Yes I'm back it's time with. What. I. Got. Do it again I gotta do it yet what. I'm. Back yeah that's right I'm back on YouTube it's been a minute, how do I do this, so shit's been kinda crazy for me for the past couple of months lots been going on a lot more than you guys even know about a lot that you guys do, know about won't get the crazy detail on that shit, but a lot. To talk about haven't been around for a minute you talk to you guys still got this thing on a bunch of terrible shit's been going on but I gotta pick myself up I gotta do it again like I said we'll deal with all actions end of the video for now enjoy this vlog let's get back into a guys let's get back into I don't know if I could do this I really don't elizabeth staring at me like a crazy high. We're gonna take a crack at it let's try it i don't know squat now let's do this. It's. You up you guys may know me as the handsome french, baguette that edits, banks this video but guys listen, to me you carefully, i only have a few seconds so basically i had to do some hacking, so. That i can't go inside bankers vlog and tell you guys an important, message guys I've been here the past two months doing nothing but eating popcorn and waiting for banks to uphold and you know I can't be sitting here any longer eating popcorn waiting, for a video because look. At me I can't be anything more popcorn I'm gonna expose I'm to take I'm okay look at this picture this used to be me two months ago look how handsome I was look how skinny I was now, I just look like a thick French baguette anyway all I want from you guys is to smack like comment and leave some good feedback because if Banksy's the good feedback he's gonna start uploading more and I can say but. Anyway. Sorry for the interruption, I'm gonna let you guys go back to the box, know. What's going on with all that, bro. I don't know I came, back you went to New York you got paid for one little figure we can't talk about right now but a secret it slip though it's, I'm.
Super, Jealous it'll make sense you guys listen. You missed me hello. Does, it feel like I know what I do it only do I miss you but everyone else misses, you a little glad you're back. Same. Shit different day baby. Baby. You got them back you got them back that's for my eyes we've been together every day. We've. Been together every day for seven every minute, of every day now when I'm proud. Not. When she's pooping, Frazier, where the you been I feel like I haven't seen you in weeks. Host. Made four times my day I just been playing computer games jerking, off full hermit mode already know. Where. You might go from here what I bought those dogs dogs are good right what do I do bro, I lost, it guys, broad. Can't do it man I can't do it do it I can't do this YouTube shit go on without me I can't do this shit man seriously. I'm having some serious anxiety. I really, can't know what I'm so afraid of I don't know what it is you guys already know but I don't do this YouTube shit unless I like doing I took December, off guys no youtubers, you already know I lost some money doing that I don't give up I'm gonna do you - what it's fun for me and for the past couple months it hasn't been fun for but I don't know have I fallen off am I done, it's my time on YouTube done I don't think so darn you know I'm not even worried about that if you guys are excited to be back to your seat job Howie, Howie likes this video can get I want us to break I want you guys to break yeah I want you guys to do more than you've ever done before I don't generally ask or really really push you guys too hard to do it I just want to see how many of you guys are still rockin with me I have fun doing this I've already have fun doing this I was the happy that I've been honestly, in like two months say what is this who sits this close not. For real though who was up here. I'm. Jumping over two hurdles with this vlog honestly, my sleeping schedule has, been. You're. Really gonna blame them you're really gonna blow in the vault she's blaming she's trying to blame you guys on almost killed us I'm done I'm quitting YouTube I'm tired, of this finished kid I sent it over basically, every aspect, of my life is no doubt, for the past two months. Oh babe. That's. Kind of fire yeah she. Said do you love me I tell only partly, I only love my bed and my mom I'm sorry 50. Duh hey we get back you know what we're. Doing over here you already know. This. Is new Drake song and I'll hook up trade some notes you're never gonna be anything like them. University. Realistic, bullshit. Exhausted. Tired. Sleepy. Boys. I. See absolutely no difference on your face. You. Like a little kid yeah what happened. Ah. She's gonna get you club soda cuz the bubbles he'll get it out I swear yes like I have a son sometimes you don't need trouble work till sunrise just, to make sure my son says. Right. There will you wear it all day. Please. Do, please do it for the vlog my. First one. The. Cheetah ones fine we're gonna get one my man how much are they, damn. Bro make it fine make it five I'll just get I got you here take 15, for my rude comment, my god. Say. For you okay. Only, if you get the monkey one Frazier, put it on. Thanks. So much my man guys, you guys ever want some of these creepy things right in front of toast this guy's selling them he's your guy got an Instagram homie. Waiting. To pick up just for you guys someone maybe something super, dull she's been ready for like a month now today. I'm gonna go pick it up we'll keep you guys guess until we get there but we're heading there now so what do it, it'll. Be right now here we are the shoe surgeon, on Melrose, guys guys, already know the shoes it's so don't you so don't the home Dom aka, surgeons. Instagrams right here he's got something special for me but wait for a minute you guys don't remember I showed you guys a pair of jeans and a pair of bands and I told you guys some shit was coming I'm gonna long overdue but here we are it's you well I think that's alligators, spear okay fire yeah, look at these ones just Pony appearance. This. Is so dope though there's some crazy shit here guys I'm what you Pete that real quick. And we'll leave it off with this one that should be a quick little you know teaser for, maybe whereby I might look like guys I want you guys to meet my homeys doll like I said Instagram, right there he is the man this place is so fucking cool akimbo I've never been in here right on Melrose guys swing, by there's some crazy shit you guys already know I love the shoes this guy is the man when it comes to custom shoes no glass guys come here.
Throw. These away. That. Is so fire, such, crazy quality, on these dudes are you jealous, look in here salt. Someone, is salty. Yo the box - man like this is crazy. So. Good, so. Good ten out of ten dude would absolutely recommend. This man what he does here is nothing short of a miracle, he's the shoe wizard, the shoe god it is the shoe surgeon make sure you got showing some crazy experience, before we dip we're gonna get a quick little tour but show you got how they do all this crazy shit I think this is so cool for a sneaker, enthusiast, like myself I feel like a kid in a candy store the shit is awesome someone is seriously salt, why don't you meet the man why don't you go say hi to or maybe. You guys to work together maybe you can hook you up with some crazy shit. Right. Right, showing the watch on the watch over. Yeah. You got to get him back here you probably gonna make a choose bro look at. So. My man how'd you get in all this where are we tell me what's here I know we're on Melrose, there and teaching. That class my shoes dirty shoes it's crazy man it's crazy bro all this up on some really cool shit dude this is done painting. Shoes and it then progressed into taking them apart building, them I never had anyone to teach me so that's why I'm teaching you so go let's go see what they're doing let's go see what they're doing I don't want them, to miss me. They wish. You know me hope, I've got some brothers that I live me. Oh. That. Is so. That's. No that's some of my, tasks keeps getting the way to frame I can't. Sighs. In the place up. My. Man seriously thank you so much thanks for having us some friends got in the way they suck I know guys, again huge thanks huge shout out these are crazy, one more time one more time convinced, walk so slow and now we're heading to hope we're. Taking you guys with us there to here they're still rockin it wasn't. That place so far your. Shoes your, shoes are insane, tired.
Homie. Yes. I'm, not gonna lie I'm. Tired. At. Whole Foods the baby girl are we getting healthy we're. Making changes most. Major you love you both. Let go off and this is not a brand oh we paid for our post Wade's trust when you move off the channel and every star character. Brought, back I know I'm so excited, are. You aged. Yo. You're both really really hmm. It's some technology, bro, come on bro, okay, yeah, yeah. Those. Are right up your alley this is not real I am the biggest night beast on YouTube this is ridiculous. Oh they're so fine discard the pants and you just made it shut up - this is a shoe surgeon, you have to make me some. In. Good spirits, today they're the same shoe size I feel good thank. You they're selfie. Yeah. That's pasty. Alyssa just get that from Whole Foods. That's. So yucky. God. He broke the postman's bill is. Serious. Kiki, the box is just extra, yo I got something for you they'll open up the box I got something in there for you I, swear to god yeah okay. You. Can have the shoelaces - okay cool extra pair of shoelaces and, bra, for. Your laptop right, yeah I'll put it on my phone. I, saw Fraser rocking funky, from the latest phone case it's got rockin this whack shit it's, it's, so wack go yard. Yo. So. Well. You just got trolled come on. All. Right guys so this is the sit-down part of the video I don't know where the vlog left off I hope you guys enjoyed it I enjoyed making, it I'm stoked to be back yes, I'm back it's time it started uploaded February 2nd, I'm gonna get into why I'm uploading on February 2nd but this is a very special date for me and I figured no better day to upload, my little comeback thing than February 2nd, I know you guys are confused right now but we'll get there I just want to take a few minutes to explain where the I've been where I'm going where I plans are what's going on banks what's, going on I'm here to tell you what's going on so I stopped posting videos, it probably the worst time anyone, could ever stop posting videos I was at the peak of my career my, career posting, YouTube videos it's funny I'm still, funny I'll always be funny but I love to the peak of what I was doing and, honestly, silently, I was killing it man like there was maybe other than rice Jake, Logan, nobody, else was putting up numbers like me silently, crushing.
It I was killing it and it was fun it was dope and that was all good and I know it's contradicts, what I just said is I mentioned views I made a point to let you guys know I was killing it but I was about, the views I don't care about the views I don't care about the money which brings me to my next point I left right before December, like what the fuck are you doing banks you're killing it you getting all these views. December is when it shits hot that's what you're getting paid, the big bucks your, CPM goes through the roof and you're getting paid like two three sometimes four times as much money as you'd be getting paid normally and for us youtubers, were getting those kinds of views it translates, to hundreds, of thousand dollars millions, of dollars for some of us it's crazy, I know and I walked away from all that shit why cuz, I wasn't feeling it I wasn't feeling it man I'm involved in a lot of different things and I've had a long life man I'm 26 years old and YouTube, just is never gonna be my lifeline, I'm never gonna depend on YouTube for money and I'm never gonna depend on it for a small sense of success I don't give a fuck man this is you two I'm gonna treat it like YouTube it's something to have fun on it's something to express yourself on that's why I hold, myself the way that I do that's why I am, the way that I am on it I guess that's why I stopped host for two months at the worst time I could ever possibly do that simple as this I stopped having fun and will go into why exactly it, stopped being so fun for me that it justified, me walking away for two months first is something I can't really talk a lot about but it's the whack shit that mean Alyssa are dealing with right now that's really all I could say about that it's probably the dumbest wackiest thing that I've ever been a part of involved, in it's stupid. I wish, I could talk about it but I really can't so we'll leave it at that but it's been a super, drag, that was dragging me down man I definitely, decided at that point that, I had to walk away for at least a week maybe two weeks but, then in the midst of all that shit happening some other really serious, personal, shit was going on in my life something that I really haven't shared with you guys or talked to you guys a lot about and that has to do with my dad and his health I made a point to my dad's health and I think it was a thanks for 2 million video or 3 million video a few months ago I didn't share a lot about it with you guys but I told you guys he was sick he was in the hospital and stuff that was all good that he came home from that things were looking good and then all of a sudden a few weeks before Christmas, 2 or 3 weeks before Christmas, he had to go the hospital for some shade he got really really sick at the house sawed him in and then they put him right in the ICU the intensive, and, shit was not looking good got really really sick stayed really really sick he was just in a really really bad condition, I'm not gonna put the burden of all the details on you guys but it was bad being ELISA flew back home for Christmas to see him and on Christmas day he had a heart attack and, he was unconscious, and out of it and on breathing machines and basically life support the whole time I was there and unfortunately we had to fly back to deal with that other wack shit or else I would have stayed but we had to leave and, he, was flighted, to a, hospital, in Boston for an open-heart surgery, again without giving you guys too many details doctor.
Told Us he, had a 50-50, chance she lived through this surgery that's what the risk was in the surgery he had to get a heart valve replace, with all the other complications, that were going on with him he wasn't in the best condition, it wasn't exactly a stable, condition going into the surgery which adds the risk it was bad I mean this doctor, the look in his face this grim, you know just like blank look in this guy's face man I've never felt like that in my life and you guys might be asking yourself why is he emotional, why isn't he crying and stuff trust me guys it's been there's a reason why I've been posting videos in two months you know I mean there's been a lot of and, crying there's been a lot of down swinging, down down, down for me and the way I like to handle those situations is kind of just exclude myself and try to keep that to myself I'll bring you guys down I mean there's really been nothing for me to post and again it hasn't been something that's popped out in my brain and been like oh that would be fun that'd be a fun thing to do right now like it's always like no man that sounds like that, sounds like the worst thing I could possibly do is make it to birdie right now so I follow my emotion, and I haven't, been making videos and the other reason why I'm not from crying right now and all emotional, and stressed out right now is he, did it he got through that surgery my dad's good not, exactly, I'll get into that but as far as that surgery goes he's good and they opened up his chest they looked in there and they found that the infection, from his valve had actually spread to his main heart so the risk was even higher than a 50/50, was even higher than what the doctor had told us but he pulled through that and he spent more time and I see he's still in ICU right, now they, found it's. Just been a complication, after complication, there's so many things going on it's hard to keep track of and it's really really stressful and anxiety, and you know the swinging, from back and forth so the two considerations. That I'm dealing with man it's been it's been tough I haven't been okay and that's why I haven't been posting YouTube videos it's as simple as that they found some. Asses and his colon a few weeks ago which was scary to uh turned. Out that those were benign and there was no rush to do, surgery on those there trying their hardest to get him in a stable spot and then the goal is rehab, and back, home obviously, we want him back home so that's what we're working on right now and I think the swing, point, for me the transition, from really, really scared sad, down, basically, a hundred percent totally, negative and hopeful, like the transition from that to hopeful, was when he got through that surgery that was very very scary when he got through that you know a day passed in a second day pass in third four or five days in and he made it through it and it's looking good and our, hopes are high that's not to say you know there's a lot going on I don't want to get into it I don't want to I, mean I guess I'm saying this right now for two reasons one the explanation, obviously to you guys and to just so I can finally say, this is somebody and like really put it out there in words for myself, but yeah things are things, are better right now we're all very happy with where things are obviously, Ian told you have a coin flips you have your dad or not have your dad and I'm not even in Boston for that because of the other shit that's going on and like you guys like my, brain and my emotions, it's been like a crazy, game, of tug-of-war and it hasn't been a fun one it's not a fun game but yeah there's that that's why I haven't been posting didn't, want to drag all that shit into my life, on YouTube obviously I'm, gonna take the time to explain to you guys and I'm happy to tell you guys in this setting but you know the journey through all of it there's no I mean what am I gonna do get on YouTube and cry everyday look I'm not gonna do that yes I want to see that what he wants to see that shit and I don't want to do so what there's no reason to do that is why I haven't posted videos, where I'm at now in, a very positive state, of mind and a very like motivated, state of mind to make videos it's starting every day where I'm like damn that would've been great if I recorded, that and man my subs, would have loved that and dude that joke was hilarious I wish I you know what I mean like it's back to that for me and I'm so excited to, start making videos again and that's where I'm at with that I don't want this to be like one of those feel bad for me videos because it's not life happens, like things happen that's just what it is I just wanted to explain, to you guys what, the deal, was but we're back we're here February 2nd, I said earlier February 2nd was an important, day for me because, February seconds the day that I moved in with Tommy her face temper he's right there and it's also the same exact, that I got onto the hospital and for those homies, who have been around for a while you know what I'm talking about had a little dip in my life this isn't the first time I've had to go through some shit had to go through some shit before other than this last couple, months of my life was the fucking worst part of my life and I broke through that and I got out of this hospital February.
2nd So the date today hero 2nd it's an important date for me it's a very symbolic date for like new life a new positive. Very, positive change, you know I mean moving it with Tommy was one of the best things that's ever happened to me in my fucking life and getting out of that hospital, was me, getting out of the worst thing that's ever happened in my life so I don't know 3 for 3 I don't know if every second it's gonna be good guys I'm excited, cloud King just drop some merch I didn't, just drop it I'm sorry we're dropping it tomorrow Saturday, 9:00 a.m. so, the shit is fire, I wish I was wearing some right now I got a gold picture that I'm posting tomorrow morning so make sure you DoubleTap that on Instagram all that shit Klout gang she got a big year, ahead of us I'm super excited I bet I've been in the background working, and scheming, and doing my thing, YouTube shit just hasn't fit into it but we're here again and I'm back on my schedule gonna do things exactly how they were before so if you guys are excited about that I would appreciate a like I would appreciate some love I don't appreciate some feedback I want to see some tweets I want to see some ideas I want to feel how you guys feel you reading a lot of comments and I miss you guys man and I know some of you guys miss me too I can't like I gotta end the video with this corny, ass cliche. Like I love you guys thank you guys but like for real bad like I gotta say I haven't said this once in this explanation you guys by far. Maybe maybe, second, to a list of violence maybe but other than her you guys have, like carried, me through this shit man the tweets like a simple. Tweet a tweet as simple as dude please, post another video please, like I miss you like you're the only person I want to watch I fucking love you I miss and I can't tell you man I guess so, many of those tweets, everyday and this video is for you guys I'm back for you guys and we're gonna have some fun man I'm having fun you guys having fun who is that oh it's PEP boy analyst come. Here say hi sit by the vlog. He. Came in at the perfect time oh there's some merch perfect, timing that, clapping turn. Onto the back yeah that's fine you can just get a little sneak peek of it but I need to see all of it it's dropping tomorrow some, secret shit she's where Harrison letter in the room it's my family man it's my little family and I'm super, where's. Alyssa. Come on you can't put that on YouTube want to say anything to them before I wrap it up those wait. Is this just like telling them that's like, we're coming back right baby yes we're coming back. All. Right guys spin your blood banks I hope you guys enjoy the video I got nothing else to say new video coming soon we're back and here's Lundy oh. Peak. Parris, did you miss the vlogs oh you. Did. You. Spin. Your boy, oh. My. God guys, I gotta go I gotta go peace.