ASMR Cashier Roleplay - Scanning Your Depression Snacks at 3am
You. I. Did. You find everything you're looking for, tonight I. Need. To. Do. Mmm. So. How are you doing this evening. Are. You up early or are you up late, it's. 3:00 a.m. could be either. You. Do, it. Do. You however weren't scarred with that, no. I'll. Just get mine. Okay. So. Let's see what you got. Hmm. Look. Also good, all of it looks delicious, oh my god. Okay. Let's. Do this Oh. Before. I start do you have a back. Or. Do you want to buy one. You, have okay. You. Know what though like. Seriously. Not shame I, was. At all last. Night crying. Yeah. And. I was working last night. So. I. Won't. Even worry about it. It's. The power of makeup trust, me, I look. Like a mess, Thunder all this. Dude. I haven't, taken a shower in like two days this. Is from dry shampoo. Not. Seriously I love dry, shampoos. Yeah. You just like to bring it through your hair and. Brush. It through and. It. Feels so good clean, here home, days that just. Can't. Do. It you. Know. The. Other thing I like is I really like. Like. I can't have a great because. Of my medication. But, like. It. Smells so. Good. And so. I like, to just the wipes and just wipe it all over my face, to. Feel so refreshing. Let's. See what you got here. Listen. My. Friend, she. Loves these, like. Salt. And vinegar. There's. No water, in the world that could keep me hydrated. If. I was eating me. Dude. You look, fine. Seriously. Honestly like dry shampoo its more common in, Italy I can't, get a picture like. If, you don't get it here like I know you're only here because we're the only thing open at 3:00 a.m. why, else would you go, but. Really. Like, you. Should just get something get so easy and then you don't have to beat yourself up all the time for. Nothing. It's. Fine I'm. Just gonna know me. As if I'm gonna tell you. I'm, if. I'm gonna tell on you, so. Let's just for time that I didn't. Okay. Let's. See what else you got here. Are. You just gonna eat this during all the Teager not picking cookies at 3:00 a.m. you're, just eating out is that you. Dude. Same. Like. If they make it. That. Won't give you so Manola, look. Like. It. Does taste different I don't know. There's. Something about eating. It out of a tube the. Little metal band on one end it, just hits different it. Just hits -. Yeah. I don't medication, for like. Thomas, since I was like eight. Then. I tried to get off of it. Wrong. Way. And. That. Year didn't go so well so. Now, I'm on a different one that I feel like helps a bit more. Yeah. I don't understand, why everyone's always been like ooh medications. Bad for you it's gonna change your brain chemistry I hope. So. Why. Else do you think I, am here, at the doctor's, office for my brain to stay the same it's, broke. I'm. Gonna see it's not a depression, snack run if you don't get em so like I ever. Whenever. I see that it says sharing size I just laugh and cry a little at the same time cuz it's like who, am i sharing it with the. Clothes all over my floor. The. Little depression, that one that sits on my shoulder and tells me how much of the fuck up I am. The. Mini one. Tastes. So much better. There's. Like a scientific, reason why I like this not. The square footage because they're not, they're. Not a food but you. Know like there's just something that, makes. This small one. Taste. So much. I. Saw. My friend. I'm. Really more of a coffee person I. Don't. Know like they. Say that, routine that's good for mental health. Means. That I got this coffee maker to. Try to make it a routine in, the morning today coffee, some. More of a coffee person that, I monster person. I'm. Like I. Just. Can't do it I just I just I then. I drink alone for like instant, coffee no, I just buy bottled, coffee now I. Can't. Be trusted to maintain, a routine, oh my god my brain is so broken like. But. My friends love these and not just like, like. I have insomnia. Doesn't. Affect me I'm, like then, why are you awake today. Like. I can't really I can't really blame them cuz I drink. And. There. Could be worse thing oh. My. Gosh did you did, you see that that post that was like. Some. Person put like a 5-hour, energy enough or love go and coal didn't I'm Loco, it's, almost like just, do real like, the rest of us. Who. Are these people having nine locos I'm doing.
I, Mean. We. All find ways to cope. That's. Just. Okay. No. Way this. One's like my depression, snack, in. 2015. I. Seriously. Know, I. Can't. Do it I can't. Eat anymore I must do eating thousands. But. They are very good I. Feel. Like things to have this Govinda, didn't feel like it was enough to show us a window. They. Even have a good dip in crunch yeah. You. Know. At. This point, I'm. I'm. Fighting this depression out of spite, like, it's. The. People from my high school can. Finish their diplomas, then. I can like. Beat. My own brain. Like. I. Always. Thought I was gonna do so much more and then. The. Depression. Hits like kind of harder. But. Like the way that I see it is like I. Work. So. Hard and, gotten so. Much. To, get here like. If, I quit now then like what was it for. I'm, here waiting for the pale. Boy. At. Some point it's. Going to change that's really all I think about like that's all I can really say at. Some point it's, different. And. I'm. Waiting for that time and be, able to see it I'm not here. That's. What I tell myself. If. Depression wants, to kill me I should like act, like a real disease and do it itself instead of trying to get me to do its dirty work for it. Seriously. My. Mom is always leading these. We, have so many at home it's just like stacked and stacked and sacked in the cabinet. She'll. Just go an entire day eating these and I'm just like mom you're gonna have a whole heart attack and, she's like. Got. This coming, mm-hmm. You. All right. I'm. Like Who am I to judge I literally like I said drink coffee all day and. Then you still live off chester, fries so like. It's. Not like it's any better no. It's. Like I feel like I used to be one of those people that like would forget to eat but now I just eat all the time. And. That's all. I. Think. You. Know I hate though when. Someone. Comes out the first. And. They're just like you, know like. I know it's, so dark, right now but, like it's, all gonna be okay and it's like I mean yeah it's. Gonna be okay but you don't know like, why are you trying. To have this weird inspirational. Preachy moment at me like, they like grab your hands even though they don't know you when they're just like, you.
Remind Me of my niece oh my God we're mind you of your knees you know, random. Person on the bus. It's. Like. Are. You doing this so that you feel like a good person because, you're not gonna inspire, me in one sitting but. You, know like I. Know. What it's like obviously. I'm. Going through, it. But. Like. Are. You gonna come back tomorrow. Okay. How about this. If. I get through tonight and. You get through tonight. You. Should come back in tomorrow and I can show you like my favorite dry shampoos and stuff, yeah. I have, a short chick tomorrow, knock. It off it like. When. I get off tonight at like 6:00 a.m. and. Then tomorrow I have to go back in like five like. No, so. Like, if. You want to come back tomorrow, like, after 9:00 I can, like wait for you like we. Can make a little mini pact for the night like you. Don't tonight. Tonight. I'll see you tomorrow. No. I'm being serious. Okay. I mean, just finish it. You. Know I want to say that I'm really proud of you cuz like. Moved, about, all the snacks that you bought but I like em at the end you were just like whatever. I didn't die your score. Make. Me feel better, chocolate. Make. Me feel better not. Dying at my tree. It's. Like a miniature. Do. Something nice for yourself. And. You cut the gummies. It's. Like once when I was like seven, bigger. In the house and, I, just. I, didn't. Know they weren't stabbed more than the most like, candy. Anyway. Long story short I got really think. My. Mom had to like I'm, gonna walk the minute cabinet which like probably should have. Anyway. I should get some of these because. I. Be. Needin that balance tight. We. Just oh. Dude. Actually these, things were here. Like. I don't, know if this is like a thing that you deal with but like our problem sometimes were if. I have a deal sometimes, I just wish my teeth and I know it's like really really, really important, the, like I. Like. To nuts in it just make time now taste better on those days where I really. Can't do anything, but. Then it makes me feel not so gross, and. Like seriously it you, feel less gross you feel a little bit better it's. Weird. Obviously. Like. We're. Gonna get through this I know you don't know me and I don't know you but just. Feel. And. Vibe and. It's. Gonna be fine somehow, oh it's gonna be okay like maybe it won't be okay right ii, won't. Be okay tomorrow but at some point. We'll. Get there just have to keep trying doing. Things like getting ourselves a vitamin. And. Cutting. Back. We. Have choices to make. Whatever. Okay. Well. I'm. Just gonna like give. You my discount, okay. Thanks. So, your totals gonna be like. Nice. So. Your totals gonna be. 1472. Second. Okay. Cash, or card. Okay. And. Just. Do. You want a receipt, no. Okay. Steep, the trees i receipts, here so long I swear that I could just pull it forever. Like we have to chop down a tree every morning just like make. The receipt, rolls from hand. Yeah. So. Joke, okay. Listen. I'll see you tomorrow. Okay. I think. About this, okay can I give you a hug okay. Let me just read it okay. We. Can do this okay, okay. See. You tomorrow, good. Night.